Staying up all night messes with me. I’m sitting here feeling like I’m on some sort of benzo trip. My hands are icy cold on top and warm and tingly on the bottoms. I’m feel a range of emotions, mainly like I should feel guilty for something. My heart is racing and my jaw is… Continue reading Up All Night
I have let fear dominate me for a lifetime. Childhood fear of my dad, young adult fears after having children of death, now fear of my partner and his unstable attitude. I never know if he’s mad today or what he is going to blow up on. Of course I tell myself, it is what… Continue reading Fear?
You know that scene from Alice in Wonderland where that little pesky rabbit is running around saying, “I’m late, I’m late for a very important date. No time to say hello, good-bye, I’m late, I’m late, I’m late”? I feel like that is my ongoing life theme. I hear it’s a pothead related trait so… Continue reading Im Late…..
14, freaking 14! In a whole year I managed to post 14 times. I really thought I had done more than that. I am sitting here laughing at myself. I can definitely do better than that this year. For sure this week because my schedule is nice. I get off at 2 all week. That… Continue reading 14!
I have been thinking about completely unplugging from television. It is going to be one of the hardest things I have ever done at this point in my life. I’m an 80’s kid, we grew up in front of the television. My problem is my desire to write anything, a film or a really good… Continue reading Unplug
I really enjoy taking photographs. I have learned that both my grandfathers shared the same passion. My grandfather from my mothers side had his own darkroom. My grandfather on my fathers side took photos for the Air Force. I have seen some of his photographs. My father has his old albums. They are neat. Most… Continue reading More of my life through my lens
I haven’t had much opportunity to sit down and write lately. Life has been moving at warp speed and time is flying by. I signed up for a 30 day writing challenge at the beginning of last month. I managed to write the first two days. Things like that backfire on me. It’s weird. I… Continue reading No Time?
I drove over 1800 miles, through 8 states, two time zones and did it all by my damn self. I cannot even type the words to explain the state of mind I was in during that drive. I really wished I was a passenger. I definitely would have enjoyed the trip more. Well that, and… Continue reading Road Tripping!
Just a voice from miles away, some stranger with no face and dark hair. A chance encounter that should not, but was to be. How do you shake it, take the experience back from me? Make me forget, because thinking is misery. My head knows it’s impossible, my heart has not reached that same… Continue reading A Perfect Circle
Dear life, your doing it again your interrupting my flow. All the drama, death destruction, why? Here are the lyrics to a song that right now is my message for you. P.s. Can i just get like 1 day off life, please? -me And you Can bring me to my knees Again All the times… Continue reading Dear Life
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